I drank myself into calling her again

( I haven’t written a good ol’ country song in a while, so, here ya go )

I drank myself into
calling her again
I was just enough over the line
to pretend
that she could have been the one
that would have loved me ’til the end
I drank myself into calling her again

I drank myself into calling her tonight
the liquor brought her name up
like it does most ever night
I was twisted just enough to
think she thought it was alright
that I drank myself into calling her tonight

it’s not like its
an everyday
occurrence that I try
to get her
to reconsider
the way she
navigates her life
on a trajectory
not parallel to mine
but I drank myself
into calling her tonight

I drank myself into asking her advice
on how to shut everything down
without thinking twice
and then she hung up on me,
but she was just being nice
I drank myself into asking her advice